Returning to Yoga

Having completed my Himalayan run, i’ve started stepping down my training a little for the shorter days of the english winter. So it would seem i finally have the time to start going to yoga again. It would be getting on for 2 years since i last went to a yoga class and while part of me couldn’t wait to go again, another part of me knew it was going to hurt after so much neglect.

I’m very fortunate to be able to do a yoga class at work, in what must be one of the lost beautiful locations in the city, on the equivalent to the 11th floor overlooking the river and the reflections of the rising sun. I’m also incredibly lucky to have a teacher like Gill who is also a runner and understands only too well how tight certain muscles might be.

The hour and a half passed quite quickly and i was pleasantly surprised at how quickly it all came back to me, and at how little it hurt. Gill assured me that while i couldn’t bend as far as i could when i last attended her class, that i was still moving quite beautifully.

I’d forgotten how relaxing a human voice can be when you are sitting, eyes closed listening to nothing but that voice, or how good it could feel to simply slow down for a while and feel your heart beating.

By the end of the session i was completely relaxed and could quite happily have stayed on the wooden floor for another hour. I couldn’t help but think, what better way is there to start the day than stretching, breathing, and listening to your body.

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Arriving in India

Stepping off the plane into the Sunshine of Delhi’s Indira Gandhi International Airport , it seemed i’d come a very long way since signing up to run in the 100 mile Himalayan Stage Race six months ago and I don’t just mean the 30 hours of travel it had taken to get there.

I’d put in over 1000 miles of preparation and been through the highs and lows and ups and downs of training and injury…but now I was actually here.

Nothing really prepares you for arrival in India, the luxury of the new terminal 3 building with its plush carpets and high tech systems, is in extreme contrast with the iconically old fashioned taxis waiting outside.

Business men in suits stand side by side with sandled travellers and the locals with their brightly coloured bundles wrapped in  fabulous fabric and tied with the most complex and elaborate knot work, waiting for the transfer bus to terminal one.  When it finally arrives there’s a rush to climb on board, its standing room only at the front while the back is piled high with the colourful packages.

Terminal one is a short ride away and after checking in, there is just time to find somewhere quiet to enjoy an iced raspberry tea and get my journal upto date before joining the other runners. At our gate it seems that half the flight are runners and they are already trading stories of other running adventures.

As I take my seat, I see the familiar face of Henda Salmeron a few rows down. We’ve never met in person, but have sent each other the odd email about the run and I get the oddest feeling that we are going to get on fabulously.

I’m on the wrong side of the plane to fully appreciate it, but during the flight we are treated to our first glimpses of Mount Everest, Lhotse, Makalu and Kanchenjunga towering above the clouds.

Three hours north of Delhi, we arrive in Bagdogra, where our bags are loaded onto the roofs of 3 ancient and rusting coaches that will take us further north still into the Himalya. (Side note: We’re told in India, it’s not ‘the Himalayas’, but instead, Him-a-lia, meaning “abode of snow” in Sanskrit.)

The road up to Mirik starts out about 3 lanes wide and is unmarked, yet at times we have 5 cars spread across it, sometimes all going one way other times other going in opposite directions. And most of the time there are not just individual cows but whole herds of cows slowly wandering along the roadside. These ‘holy cows’ seem oblivious to the traffic, noise and people around them, as if in a world of their own. I’d sat down next to Henda on the bus and she doesn’t seem too bothered by the traffic madness around us either, but then she tells me she’s been in India a few days and assures me that this is all quite normal.

When we arrive in Mirik there is warm tea and soup to meet us and now that the travel is over, i can finally start to think about sleep. I’ll be sharing my room with a runner called Paul from Newbury, he’s about the same age and seems to be a really nice guy.

Maybe tomorrow i can start to turn my mind to running…

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Himalayan 100 Miles: Day1 (the hills)

In the first of what would be a series of early mornings, the alarm went off at just gone 4. We rose in darkness, carefully putting on the kit that we’d prepared the night before. Taking only what we needed for the day, and leaving a bag behind that would remain in Mirik until our return on friday, we walked up the hill to meet for breakfast. None of us really knowing what lay ahead.

Breakfast consisted of a cup of tea and a small box of sandwiches to be eaten on the bus. The sun was just beginning to rise as the buses pulled out at 5.30. Again I found myself in good company, chatting warmly, as we slowly wound our way up, higher and higher into the mountains. After about an hour we started to get our first glimpses of snow covered peaks of Mount Everest, Lhotse, Makalu and Kanchenjunga, and another hour saw us arrived in Maneybhanjang for the start.

For a typically small mountain village, with only a handful of shops, houses and treking huts, Maneybhanjang had been transformed into a hive of festivity, colourful flowers, flags and banners lined every street, every door way was a wash with smiling faces, and the noise of a band complete with horns, drums and pipers filled the air. It seemed that everybody in the whole village and their dog had come to see us off.

There was just time for a quick last minute bag check and final adjustments to kit, before the short Tibetan blessing ceremony got underway, then a precession of small children came through the crowd presenting each of the runners with a white scarf for luck, and we were off.

Soon we were out of the village on a steeply winding road, going ever upward, toward the peaks towered above us, and as we progressed the road gradually became little more that a cobblestone trail, apparently built in 1948 and marking the boundary between India and Nepal.

Passing a string of prayer flags, Maneybhanjang became a dot in the distance. Already the climb had become so steep, it was not possible for even the fittest athlete to run, and the throng of runners that had left the village together had been stretched out into a ragged line of brightly coloured tops stretching into the distance.

As we climbed higher, the trees became denser and the sound of insects filled the air. They sounded a little like crickets, but at times they were almost deafening, often drowning out my ipod, to the extent i ended up having to turn it off.

There seemed to be no respite from the endless hills, and after what seem like an eternity we entered the national park and the road became little more than a few rocks in the mud. I felt like i’d been running for hours, not least because i had, but we were only at the 12km mark.

Just as i began to wonder if i would actually make it, we reached a small summit and the trail, took a long overdue downward turn. I was once again able to stretch my legs out, and my fell running shoes started to earn their keep, rapidly catching runner after runner as we descended through the lush vegetation of the bamboo forest, chris crossed with small streams.

Lovely as they were, the problem with the descents, was that you knew in the back of your mind, that today was the day of the hill and each time you ran down, you’d have to run up another mountain. I’d ran long fell races in the lakes, but nothing had prepared me for this. This had to be the toughest run i’d ever ran.

One thing that was in good supply was snacks and water, with checkpoints every few kilometers. I grazed on banana’s and jelly babies most of the day, without needing to stop. The one time i did stop  to get more water i developed the most incredible cramp,  so from then on i was determined to keep putting one foot in front of the other until i reached the top at Sandakphu.

As the day drew on and we got higher and higher, the air became thinner and thinner, i felt fortunate not to have developed any of the symptoms to altitude sickness; no headaches, nausea or feelings of heaviness on my chest. At this altitude running, walking or even moving were simply harder work, each mile felt like five. Yet there were people lived here, doing manual work day in and day out, and not only that there were children going to school here often walking miles each day to get to class.

There were three things that got me through that day between Maneybhanjang and Sandakphu; a small dog that was my only company for around 5 miles in the middle of the day, a boy of about 7 or 8 on his way home from school, complete with backpack and impeccable school uniform, that raced me to the top on a ridge and 2 or 3 miles down the other side, and finally the cheers i heard from the top as i rounded the final couple of bends and saw team Sweeden cheering me on to the finish.

In those final moments, i knew i was nearing the top, but was completely exhausted and knew that if i stopped for even a moment the cramp would return and it would be so much harder to make it. As i turned the second last corner, i could see Di wandering across the track and knew that she was struggling too, each knowing there was nothing we could do to help save give a smile soldier on.

I finally went over the finish line in 6 hours and 42 minutes, having ran 24 miles and climbed over 10,000 in cumulative ascent. Once i’d stopped running, it got very cold, very quickly. One of the other runners pointed me in the direction of my bag and a bowl of soup.

Once i’d got a few layers on and warmed up a bit, i headed back to the finish to cheer on the runners still coming in, it was starting to get dark, and it was very cold. The group at the top cheering on the last of the runners as they came in, slowly grew smaller, until there were only a few of us left. But i could still remember how those last few meters felt and was determined to stay as long as i could. You had to keep moving to stay warm and in the darkness it was getting hard to see the runners coming up, so i started to walk down the last few meters and there coming out of the dark was one of my new friends, cold and tired and in tears, but she’d made it.

I’m happy to say that by the end of the night every runner had made it, some by torch light, some very slowly, but none had given in.

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Himalayan 100 Miles: Day2 (a run with a view)

It got dark around 6pm, and most of the runners were tucked up in their beds by 7pm. I didn’t have the best of nights sleep. I’d been up several times in the night with an upset stomach, and with temperatures well below freezing, no electric lights and a squat toilet.. that’s just no fun at all.

The alarm sounded just before dawn and i really didn’t feel like leaving the snugness of my sleeping bag. If it hadn’t been for my room mate Paul, dragging me out with camera in hand, i may not have seen the sunrise at all.

We stood together shivering on top of the ridge, in the half light before dawn, waiting to catch our first sight of four of the five highest mountains in the world. By the time we’d reached Sandakphu yesterday, the afternoon mist had shrouded the peaks obscuring the view, but as the sun slowly rose, shedding its golden light onto the high peaks of himalaya our patience was rewarded, the ‘abode of snow’ suddenly coming into view. No matter how well you photograph it, or write about it, you simply can’t capture the true scale or beauty of these sleeping giants. The pristine white peaks, picking up the subtlest hints of pink, crimson and orange in the changing colours of the sunrise, contrasted by the miriade of shades of grey in layer after layer of sloping foothills between us and the heights of Everest, Lhotse, Makalu and Kanchenjunga.

Slowly we made our way back to the sleeping huts, with around an hour to change into our running gear. While some grabbed breakfast, i returned to the warmth of my sleeping bag for as long as i could, before taking the short walk to the start.

At 7 the sun still sat low in the sky, meaning we’d have to at least start in warm clothes, but by lunch time the temperature would be well into the 30′s. Today’s run was a 10 mile out and back, so we’d be running 20 miles in total. The course was much gentler than monday’s hills, once again it followed the cobblestone track that marked the border, as it slowly snaked up and down.

This was much more the kind of running i was used to, although at 12,000 feet, its not just the views that take your breath away. But the 2 great things about an out and back course is that for every hill you run up there is a hill to run down and you get to see your fellow runners, going in the opposite direction at some stage. Seeing some of the top runners springing along with relative ease was a joy to watch, while giving some of the slower runners a high 5, hug or shout of encouragement was equally rewarding.

For most of the day, we were on the ridge and each time i looked up the views quite simply overcame me. Each time i saw these great mountains, it was as if seeing them for the first time, i don’t think i’d ever tire of looking at them in awe.

I finished running much earlier today and it was still warm, so cheering on the rest of the runners was a much more comfortable experience. I completed the run in 4 hours 42 minutes, allowing plenty of time for sitting around chatting, catching up with my journal and even some sketching.

Once again everyone completed today’s run safely, although some were suffering more than others and some needed intravenous fluids. Once we were all back, it was time for another briefing on tomorrow’s run. The briefing took place in the room in which I was sleeping and it felt a little bit like being back in your first week at college, with a large group of newly acquainted friends crammed into a tiny room and everybody huddled up onto a couple of beds.

Today’s soup was a delicious tomato and crouton, which went down very well, although it was all i felt up to eating. Tomorrow’s marathon was going to be all the tougher for having hardly eaten today…

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Himalayan 100 Miles: Day3 (the marathon)

It was another early morning with the race starting at 6, an hour earlier than yesterday. One advantage of not feeling up to eating was i got to stay in bed that little bit longer. I just managed a cup of tea before the start.

The start of the race followed the same route as we ran yesterday, and I started running in a jacket, gloves and several layers and didn’t warm up enough to take them off for the first hour.

To be honest, this should have been a pretty easy run for me, i wasn’t affected by the altitude, the track was good and there wasn’t too much climbing… but i felt awful. At this stage i had not eaten for a couple of days and even though i knew i had to keep on taking fluids, i was finding it hard to even take even small sips of water, and my ipod was down to the last of its power which i was saving that for the downhill. It was only the views and the encouragement from the returning runners after the turn around that kept me going.

By the time I made it to the top of the last hill, i was about a mile behind the people i’d been running with all week, and the group behind had caught me up. I knew i risked dehydration and forced my self to eat salted red potato, banana and jelly babies before starting the decent.

We’d been warned that the decent was very dangerously steep and to take it easy, but i had my xtalon fell shoes on and downhill is my thing. I turned on the ipod, and started the 5000 feet of decent. Although gradual at first, the trail soon became steep as i leant forward and started to fly. Soon i’d forgot that i hadn’t eaten for days or that i’d struggled at the top. Locked into a little world of my own, i bounded from rock to rock, picking up speed and finding new energy. I was soon drinking again and managed to eat the entire pack of jelly babies as i followed the red painted arrows ever downward. The hill seemed to have no bottom, but it didn’t matter, to me this was pure joy.

Eventually i reached the river, and the first bit of road we’d seen in days. The end should have been in sight, but the road seemed to go on and on. It should have been 8 miles from leaving the top of the hill to reaching the finish line, but it had been far, far more than that. When we finally arrived at the finish in 7 hours and 59 minutes, i learned that this was not a marathon, but my first ultra at 32 miles.

Along the last section of road, as we approached the Rimbik, we were greeted by the usual Namaste’s and smiling faces, but life here is obviously hard. We passed many women and children carrying incredibly heavy loads and a group of men that tirelessly chipped at a giant boulder with rocks and hammers, chipping it into hardcore for the new road being built through the village.

Its amazing how even small things become great pleasures when you don’t have them for a while. The little cafe at the finish in Rimbik, sold glass bottles of coke, i sat in the sun and enjoyed every last drop.

As it began to become dark, our concerns for our friends that were still out on the trail rose, knowing that they would be running far further than they expected to run today, and quite possibly finishing in the cold blackness. I was relieved to see many of my new friends coming in, in pairs or groups, helping each other make it through those final miles.

Tonight’s accommodation would be split between 2 lodges at opposite ends of town, the girls at the bottom and boys at the top. Once again i’d be sharing a room with Paul. Our Lodge was built by the father of the owner 40 years ago, who’s family came from the same village as Sherpa Tensing. The room though small, had a very homely feel, with family photos, pictures and prayers on the wall. The whole family from the grand parents to the children both lived and worked together, in the lodge and it would seem that tonight we had one of their bedrooms, while they slept together in a backroom.


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Himalayan 100 Miles: Day4 (along the road)

I woke up feeling like i could actually face breakfast for the first time in three days, i’d slept well and was raring to go. Today was to be a relatively easy day, having come down from the higher altitude of the mountains breathing was now less laboured and the rest of the running would be on the roads, so i could swap my fellshoes for asics.

At 13 miles, today was the shortest run of the week, and what was better was that it started with a downhill. Assisted by gravity, I begin the run at a blistering pace, flying down the tight hairpin bends, slowly overtaking on the insides with my arms windmilling in the air, until at one point i could actually see the lead runners. But then as the hills started to level out, i started to slow down and enjoy the scenery, the better runners catching me up one by one, until i am in my usual position towards the middle of the group.

At the next checkpoint, lrnya – a triathlete and wild swimmer, originally from the Ukraine, now living in Northern Ireland caught me up. After refilling my water pack, we left together running at about the same pace and idly chatting as we went. I hadn’t really spoken to Irnya much up until this point, but found that she made very good company and we stayed together for the rest of the stage.

The seven miles to the finish passed easily, as we splashed across the occasional stream and gave out bags of jelly babies and wine gums to passing school children. As we ran, Iryna collected discarded crisp packets, storing them in the pockets of the jacket tied around her waist. This of course was billed as an eco run and we’d been encouraged to collect any rubbish we saw along the way right from the start, but i hadn’t seen anyone actually doing it until now.

We hadn’t put in the fastest run of the week, but i found i’d actually enjoyed today’s stage enormously, with time to take in the scenery and say the odd ‘Namaste’ to people along the road. Iryna and i agreed that we’d start off together again tomorrow, but for now it was time to relax in the sunshine as we wait for the final runners to come in, before taking the bus back to our accommodation in Rimbik.

The bus tooks over an hour to fight its way along the winding ribbons of road high above the valley below, and i looked on in amazement to think that I traversed this treacherous path just hours earlier. In preparation for the evening cultural event, our guides treated us to some traditional Indian songs and exhausted from the trip one half of team Argentina slept soundly on the back seat of the bus.

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Himalayan 100 Miles: Day5 (the finish line)

By the time the alarm went off at 4.30, i’d already been awake for hours, my head too full of thoughts for sleep. Thoughts about what we’d achieved and what was still to come. Thoughts of course of Lucinda and home, but also thoughts of the amazing people i’d met in this magical place, friends i’d soon be saying goodbye to and that i may never see again.

Breakfast as always looked terrific, after some toast, an omelet and a cup of coffee, it was time to leave our bags behind us and head for the buses. Once again the buses wound there way around along the trail taking us back up the road to where we’d left off yesterday.

By 8am we were off, taking the first steps on this last stage of our great adventure.

Starting from the back i slowly worked my way forward, searching for my running partner of the day before. After a couple of minutes i found Iryna and together we started to climb the gentle slopes that would take us gradually upward for the next 10km.

We no longer had the views of Everest, Makalu or Kanchenjunga, but the views of the lush green valleys were just as beautiful, and at this slower pace there was even time for having fun, jumping streams and shouting ‘Namaste’ into the valleys we ran. For me today was not about times, but instead about appreciating every moment of the run that remained.

Once more we’d got sweets for the children we met and today i’d brought the pencils and crayons that Lucinda had bought for them. It was touching that such small gifts, brought so much joy.

The road had levelled off now, and the check points were coming thick and fast, but I no longer wanted to see the distances marked upon them. Unlike on day one, i was in no rush for today’s run to end, but soon the finish line loomed.

The same band that had played us out on monday, with its drums and pipes, were there back to welcome our return. It didn’t feel like i’d ran 100 miles and I even found the energy to hurdle the finish tape as Iryna and i crossed the line together.

Later, as the remaining runners came in, I caught up with Paul, Jo, and Di in the village hall and we chatted over a beer and some spicy potatoes. But i didn’t get to rest for long. Apparently further up the hill, our Italian friend Giorgio was suffering with an upset stomach and an injured ankle, and that Henda’s knee problem being aggravated by the downhill section. Having taken it easy for the past two days, i still felt fresh enough to head back out and give them some encouragement on their final couple of miles.

Without the burden of my bum bag, I made fairly easy work of running the 5 or 6 Km back up the hill to just short of the second last check point, where i found Giorgio and Henda walking together. They both seemed pretty happy to see me and to learn that they didn’t have far to go and i was rewarded with smiles, a hug and some friendly banter on the way back down.

To me this seemed the perfect way to end a sensational adventure, pulling together to finish the run we’d started together, having shared fantastic times in beautiful surroundings.

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One last day together

The sun rose at around 5am on our last day in India. I know this because as the sun rose, it woke the birds, the birds that slept above our window, the birds that woke me up at just after five. But what better view to wake up to, than the view from our 3rd floor window. The monastery on the hill opposite, silhouetted in the early morning light and the mist on the lake rising to reveal a brand new day.

Having had to be up early everyday for a week, I was half tempted to stay in bed, but at the same time something deep inside me wanted to savour every last moment of the time left in India, and there was something i’d been wanting to do all week…i wanted go and play on the giant swings that i’d seen on the first day we were in mirik!

indian bamboo swing

I got up and walked to the village, I followed the path around towards the temple, stopping to say Namaste to the women washing cloths under a stand pipe by the lake, walking until i reached the 30 foot bamboo swings. I’d seen the local kids on the swings days earlier, they made it look easy of course, standing on the tiny 6 inch by 4 inch wooden plate loosely balanced on top of the corse rope, propelling themselves forward with ease by simply shifting their weight up and down in graceful circular motions, getting higher and higher with each pass. I gave it ago and it was harder than it looked, much harder, but it was fun and i soon found that i wasn’t tied to back and forth, by shifting my weight sideways, i could fly in great arcs high above the ground. It was strangely relaxing and i spend a good half hour simply swinging around in crazy circle in the half light of early morning, laughing, playing, even singing as i swung.

After a while, i decided i just had time for one last run before heading back and packing for the long trip home, i wasn’t really dressed for it, wearing jeans and a t-shirt but i wasn’t going to let that put me off either. I headed off around the lake, following the track as it wound its way up toward the swiss cottages and on around a couple of hills behind, eventually i turned off the road taking one of the deep cut paths the locals used through the trees. A few minutes later I found myself back at the temple i’d started from, so i went once more around the lake and over the bridge, which brought me to the field at the centre of the festival. Being a saturday the local kids were playing some kind of football league, a couple of teams kicking a ball around in the centre of the field, while others ran around the pitch warming up. As i jogged passed, one of the teams motioned for me to join them, i fell in line behind the last of the runners and did a couple of circuits, each faster than the last, until i could manage no more and wished them Namaste, heading up the hill one last time for a shower and breakfast.

mirik market

I hadn’t really left enough time for packing as it was, and was I in the midsts of throwing stuff into my rucksack, when i realized i’d forgotten something quite important in Mirik. I gathered up everything else in one giant bundle and dumped in the top of my bag and headed for the door without further delay. I bumped into Henda just outside, and I’d never been happier to see anyone, gaving her my bag and asking her to ensure sure it got on the bus and while i ran down to Mirik with only minutes to go before we were due to leave. When i got back, she’d not only got the bag sorted but saved me a seat on the bus. I hadn’t found what i was looking for in Mirik and needed to make some calls, but my mobile wasn’t working in the mountains, and although Paul was on another bus, i asked if i could borrow his, without hesitation or questions as to why i needed it, he simply handed it to me through the bus window… and we were off. What two better friends could a person ask for, than Henda and Paul? I hadn’t met them before the last week and yet it was like we’d know each other years, and this was typical of the kind of friendships that everyone had developed during the week.

paul stoneley

On the ride back from Mirik to Bagdogra, we followed the same road that we’d travelled up the week before, but this time it seemed a lot less scary, and the sights of cows wandering across roads or people washing in the river seemed a lot less unusual.

I was sad to be leaving India, but these memories and the friendships that that i’d found would live on within my soul.

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Thoughts on leaving India

I’d come to India, not knowing much about its culture, history or people, and to be honest it wasn’t a country that I had thought much about until now. I had no romantic notions about days of the Raj, of spiritual pilgrimages or holy men bathing in mystical rivers, I’d simply come to run, to test myself in some of the harshest conditions on the planet and to be amongst some of the highest mountains. But bit by bit India had slowly, but surely captured my heart and by saturday i was wishing that i could have stayed a little longer.

a bell in a hindu shrine

The entire week had been incredibly intense from start to finish. I’d met the most incredible people, seen the most incredible sights, and done the most incredible things. Somewhere along the way, i’d discovered a different me, a me that i’d not seen for a while, a younger me, a happier me, a me that found new experiences and new adventures at every turn.

I don’t think that i realised how intense the week had been, until i was on the plane, half way home and half asleep, sitting in the dark with the inflight movie playing and tears in my eyes. I’m not normally the kind of personal that gets emotional and i very rarely cry, in fact i can’t even remember the last time i shed a tear. And I’m not sure whether they were tears of joy to be on my way home to Lucinda, tears or sorrow for having to say goodbye to India and the new friends i’d made there or even tears of relieve for having completed in the challenge i’d spend 9 months training for, but there were tears.

Leaving India was proving to be a bittersweet experience, it had been an adventure of a lifetime, an adventure that had changed me, and an adventure that would stay with me for the rest of my life, but it was at an end. At least for now.

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A huge thank you

I just wanted to say huge a heart felt thank you to everyone that has both sponsored and supported me. The encouragement has been fantastic, and i’ll be thinking of you all as i face the challenge that the morning will bring.

It real has been overwelming, and everyone has been so generous, so once a again thank you, one and all.

Eve Appeal

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